never been lonely, i've just always been alone
there's a difference, and then you call me on the phone
i don't know what you're doing, but tell me all about it
you say you miss me, but i say i still doubt it
am i the villain if i just keep quiet
you're no hero, you just keep denying
what i can't tell you, but you know i been tryin'
can't find the words, because i'm always writing
and i am a reluctant grave
in need of help
but please do not save me
guess i don't get it, i guess i thought i meant more
i'm not worth a phone call, i'm worth cryin' on the floor
you, you should've told me a long long time ago
you're just a coward, afraid to let me let go
and i am a reluctant grave
in need of help
but please do not save me
never been lonely, just alone
there's a difference, but you invaded my home
i've never been lonely
just alone just alone
i am a reluctant grave
in need of help
but please do not save me
this is a game i am meant to lose
this is the same
go ahead and use me, hey
do not save me
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